lately, i’ve been so frustrated with everything. my job, school, my friends, family, my life. I don’t know what the deal is, its just become easier to be apathetic to everything and everyone that to even give a shit.
burnout, anyone?
second year of grad school (at least in my program) is THE WORST, in terms of busy-ness. i’m waaay overloaded, and the thing is i know it before it even starts. i’ve been told. 2nd year is apparently “slogging through the mud” year. joy of joys.
i’m annoyed with people in general. i’m tired of immaturity, i’m tired of selfishness, i’m tired of childish-osity, i’m tired of feeling like the one person who has feelings.
i need to just have a vacation that isn’t going home or that isn’t like 1 day. i need a good 3 days to just sit around by myself and not have to worry about any sort of work, consulting project, meeting, errand. BAGHHHH!!!
in other news, i’m getting baptized (again.) I was baptized catholic when i was a baby, but i’m going to get baptized again to symbolize my newly found relationship with the Lord. I’ll let you know when that’s happening!
Just pray for my sanity these days. i’d appreciate it…
time for a milestone, time to begin again, re-evaluate who i really am
am i doing everything to follow Your will or just climbing aimlessly over these hills?
